LOVE POEM

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.

I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart.

LONELY

I like being lonely sometimes.But when I m forced to be lonely I literally get killed by my lonely emotions.
LONELINESS haunts me to death or rather kills me.Inspite of all the people I m surrounded by I feel that I m still alone.There is no one to take care of me, no one to LOVE me.It makes me feel weak.I have forgotten to stay happy.I have forgotten what a SMILe is....!!!!!????!!!!
I m LOST.....I m DEAD....I m LONELY......just so LONELY........Can anything or anyone make me HAPPY or make me SMILE????????..........I dont want to be LONELY anymore.Its killing me.I dont want to get killed.I want to LIVE....Can anyone help me LIVE HAPPILY...?????????!!!!!!!

LOST

I dont know wats wrong.Things were all going good.The sudden downfall of my emotions is changing me.I dont know if its for good or bad.But I m hopeful for the good.
I feel lonely and LOST.Sometimes I dont recognise myself.I m so exterme in everything but things seems to be getting out of hand sometimes.I need to control my anger, my sadness, my pain, my lust and most importantly me n myself.I m helpless.I m puzzled.I m confused.I feel like ending up everything..even my own LIFE.May be my life will soon end.May be I will become a dead soul with no emotions at all.
But till then I m hopeful that I wont give up.I hope someone is or will be there for me...........Till then................

LOVE

The word 'LOVE' is so puzzling.It gives u as much happiness as it can can give u pain.Its a mixed feeling of love,lust,pain,care,trust,frindship,strong bond n loyalty.It improves you as a person.you try to know yourself better than you knew.
Love teaches you to face best and worst of your emotions.Its gives you your lifetime experience.Its so very different from any other feeling you have had in your life.
"Should I fall in LOVE?Is Love made for me?"--Never ever ask these sort of questions to yourself..LOVE is made for everyone in this world.So go for it whenever you feel its actually happening.Dont wait.The longer you wait,the longer you will suffer.That's really worse.Trust me.Hope you would.
So when do I get my true LOVE???..oops I should not have asked that..!!!!!!!!!

Finding The Lost Friend After 13 Long Years

I have been waiting secretly for this friend of mine..He is actually my lost crush n been my long-time missing friend.He was so near yet so far.I am dying to meet him now after 13 long years.
He was naughty and brilliant..I think he is still the same.He is a cutie-pie and my sweetheart friend..i cant imagine my childhood without him..If he is not there my childhood would be a blank story.he was my childhood best friend..Can we both revive that lost frindship after so many years.
I wish him all the luck and love in life.May all his dreams come true.And I wish that our FRIENDSHIP revives back again...!!!!!!!!!!

Crushes On Scorpians.

Why do I always have crushes on scorpians?????...this is so strange?...!!!!!!..I sometimes dont understand myself.All of my four crushes were SCORPIANS.why do I invariably n unconsciously fall for them..how disgusting it is...!!!!!!!!...I m a cancerian n I get attracted to them because scorpians are a mystery and cancerian just like to solve mystery.but what a conincidence it becomes.!!!..But now I have stopped falling for SCORPIANS coz solving their mysterious charactor is like solving a never-ending puzzle.

Long Time "BEING SINGLE"!!!

Is it really a shame for me to be 'still single'?Or is it what I m frustrated about?..I am searching for answers for a long time..Sometimes I feel very happy being so single coz I dont have to be bound by committments.Or may be at the end of the day I am not answerable to anyone,which might be the biggest advantage of being single.Am I thinking about this a too much???...I dont have an answer to myself.I am that kind of person who from school life is busy solving my friends love problems rather than thinking about me...Will I EVER fall in LOVE or will I NEVER fall in LOVE???..Being Single Is not wrong and neither it is matter to be so shamful about.
I know may be I have waited or a long time..but its high time for me to get someone special in my life,someone whom I can claim my own,someone perfectly made solely and only for me.But I just need that hint from that person.May be God is just testing me too long and making me prepare for that perfect person or rather MY PERFECT PERSON...!!!!!!!!!!!..who knows what happens next....but I am still waiting...!!!!