LOST

I dont know wats wrong.Things were all going good.The sudden downfall of my emotions is changing me.I dont know if its for good or bad.But I m hopeful for the good.
I feel lonely and LOST.Sometimes I dont recognise myself.I m so exterme in everything but things seems to be getting out of hand sometimes.I need to control my anger, my sadness, my pain, my lust and most importantly me n myself.I m helpless.I m puzzled.I m confused.I feel like ending up everything..even my own LIFE.May be my life will soon end.May be I will become a dead soul with no emotions at all.
But till then I m hopeful that I wont give up.I hope someone is or will be there for me...........Till then................