LOVE POEM

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.

I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you... I give my heart.

LONELY

I like being lonely sometimes.But when I m forced to be lonely I literally get killed by my lonely emotions.
LONELINESS haunts me to death or rather kills me.Inspite of all the people I m surrounded by I feel that I m still alone.There is no one to take care of me, no one to LOVE me.It makes me feel weak.I have forgotten to stay happy.I have forgotten what a SMILe is....!!!!!????!!!!
I m LOST.....I m DEAD....I m LONELY......just so LONELY........Can anything or anyone make me HAPPY or make me SMILE????????..........I dont want to be LONELY anymore.Its killing me.I dont want to get killed.I want to LIVE....Can anyone help me LIVE HAPPILY...?????????!!!!!!!

LOST

I dont know wats wrong.Things were all going good.The sudden downfall of my emotions is changing me.I dont know if its for good or bad.But I m hopeful for the good.
I feel lonely and LOST.Sometimes I dont recognise myself.I m so exterme in everything but things seems to be getting out of hand sometimes.I need to control my anger, my sadness, my pain, my lust and most importantly me n myself.I m helpless.I m puzzled.I m confused.I feel like ending up everything..even my own LIFE.May be my life will soon end.May be I will become a dead soul with no emotions at all.
But till then I m hopeful that I wont give up.I hope someone is or will be there for me...........Till then................